Chapter 9

“Hey guys, thanks for the night. I’ve gotta go. Thanks a lot for having this party for me. It’s getting late and you guys still have schedule tomorrow, I supposed.” Mag said after taking a glance at the clock on the wall which shows it is 1 a.m.

“Oh my. I didn’t even realize that. Time flies. It’s late now, why don’t you sleep over here?” asked Dawn.

“Nah, I better not. Besides, I planned to go visit some places tomorrow. I want to start early tomorrow. So guys, thanks again. Good night!” said Mag, walking towards the door.

‘Oh no. She’s leaving again. What should I do? I have to think fast. Think YH, think!’ YH thought to himself.

Mag took a quick glance at YH and before anyone in the room saw that, she diverts back to Sam. “Good Night, Sam. I’ll talk to you perhaps tomorrow?”

JJ noticed the glance and gave YH a nudge on the elbow. YH got the message. Finally.

“I’ll send you back to the hotel since I need to go to the 24-hours mart to get some items.” YH offered.

“Oh, it’s fine. It’s not good publicity for a celebrity to be seen with an unknown girl. Besides, I planned to catch a cab.” Mag’s starting to be nervous now.

Sam on the other hand of course knows what’s going on among them. “Mag, please let him do so. It’s not safe to catch a cab at this time and it’s going to be pricey, you know?”

“Yea Mag, let him drop you off. If anything happens to you, Sam is going to kill us for not sending you home.” Said CM. The moment he said that, 8 pairs of eyes glared at him.

“CM, you know that’s not going to happened, right? And do not talk nonsense late at night.” JJ says.

“Yea Yea, my apologies…” said CM unwillingly.

“You heard CM, let me drive you back.” YH tries his luck again.

Mag took a look at Sam.

“Sighs. All right, only at the end of the street. Not at the front door. I don’t want to cause you trouble.” Mag reluctantly agreed.

YH’s face brightens up. Some of them standing there wondering why but Sam and JJ knows it all and smiles as well.

“Well, let’s go. It’s getting late.” Said YH while opening the door.

“Alright. Good Night, guys. It’s been a great night. Thanks again.” Mag says before turning to the door.

Chapter 8

"♫♪♭♯Holding Back The Tears... ♮♬♩" Mag's Phone suddenly rang. It's Sam. She knew this from the ringtone. She quickly pick up the phone.

"Hello? Yes, I'm around the apartment. Just roaming around. Aren't you supposed to be in training today? Oh, you are done? Want to have dinner together? Ok. I'll be back soon.” She says walking away from the store. Where was the person behind her just now? He's being stopped by another group of girls.

“OMG~ It's YH! Are you YH? Can we have your autograph please? Can we take a picture with you? Please... Please..” A group of girls in the record store has finally recognize him. They approached him and created another hullabaloo in the store. Mag took this opportunity and sneaked out of the store while she's on the phone with Sam acting as if she couldn't hear the other end of the phone and cause her to leave the store to hear better.

'Oh no! She left! I didn't even take her phone number or name yet! Oh no..' he thought to himself and felt very disappointed.

“Hyung, where did you go? We were looking for you. SAND is organizing a party for Sam's friend from Malaysia. Dawn's cooking. We got to get home earlier to help out and to welcome our new friend.” said CM.

“Erm... you guys go home first. I'll be home soon. I need to settle up with something here in the studio.” said YH still thinking about that girl.

'Did she forget me? Or she doesn't recognize me? I wonder if...' YH thought.

“Are you alright YH? You look like something's bothering your mind.” JJ asked. Being the 'mother' of the group, he always seemed to be able to read their minds through their body gesture. That's JJ.

“Nothing real important. Just about the new song I'm writing... I think I need to do some changes to it. That's all. Don't worry...” YH beginning to give excuses. He kinda knew that JJ will notices something's up with him.

“Oh, I thought you were thinking of something else because you aren't usually like this if it's only about your song.” JJ grinned.

“Haha. Really. Don't worry.” YH insisted.

“ Hyung. We have to really get going. We'll be late and I'm sure you don't want 'someone' to do everything by herself.” CM being himself again, pestering.

“ Okay, okay! I'll be there in a bit. You guys go downstairs first.” JJ said to CM.

Then, he turned to YH and said “ You. Don't work too late and come back earlier. It's not polite to come home late when there's guest around. Don't you want to see who's Sam friend is? This is the first time she introduces her friend to us. I'm curious how she is.”

“ Don't worry. I'll be home early. Drive safe, okay.” YH promises and went back to his work.

Even though he tried real hard to focus, but he couldn't. He couldn't get her out of her mind. He kept thinking bout her. Wondering if she had forget their little encounter 3 years ago. Without him realizing, the clock turns to 11 pm.

'Oh no! I'm late. They are going to be sooo mad with me.' YH quickly grab his belongings and left.

“Sorry guys, I'm late. I tried to rush back as soon as I can. I didn't realize that it's so late.” YH apologizes once someone opened the door.

“ We kinda figured that so we didn't really waited for you. YH, this is Mag. Mag, this is YH. Mag is Sam's friend from Malaysia that we have been expecting.” YC introduces them to each another.

Suddenly JJ elbowed YH waking him up from his 'dream'. He couldn't believe he's looking at the face of this girl standing in front of him that he went stunned. JJ has actually expected this to happen once he saw Mag. He sort of recognize this face even though she really changed a lot. He also wondered if YH will recognize her but his question's answered once he saw YH's reaction.

“Hi, I'm Mag. Nice to meet you.” Mag reaches out to shake his hand while trying to remain calm.

“Hi, Nice to meet you too. So, you are Sam's friend from Malaysia. How long do you intend to stay here? It would be nice if we could be able to show you some places.” YH offered while he tries to look in her eyes and hoping to find a glimpse of happiness or excitement. He himself are real happy to see her. He really does hope the same from her.
“ I'm still planning on my stay here. I do not want to create trouble for you guys. You guys have a hectic schedule and should rest whenever possible. How could I take that away from you guys. Thanks for your offer though.” Mag tries to be polite and remain calm in the same time.

Only 5 people in that room knew what's really going on but everyone in that room feels that awkwardness sense in the air created by this two person.

“Don't worry, YH. I'll take care of her.” said Sam breaking the tension between them.

“Hey, Mag. Heard you've been to the States. Which part you went to?” asked YC trying ro create a conversation with her.

“I visited some places in NJ and NYC only. Never been to many places. I wish I could go more places but time constricts me from doing so.” explain Mag.

“Awww, that's a bummer. “ said YC.

The conversation went on until late. Everyone was actually having fun and enjoying each another's company that night. SAND and TVXQ has always been good friends since the beginning but Mag blended in quite well although she's still feeling weird being in the same room with these superstars. She felt like she's dreaming when she's thinks bout it.

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Chapter 7

Mag sits there by herself again. At her favorite spot of all the places she has been in the past one year. Without her noticing it, it has already been a year that she set her foot on this ground and start all her training to be able to host a program on her own now. She is constantly being grateful to God that she's granted this opportunity that a lot of people would die for. She remembers that a year ago, she came here only with her diploma, a little knowledge of korean cultural, a little knowledge of korean language but with a lot of courage. She initially came to visit her best friend who's now the leader of Asia's top girls group, SAND. By a twist of fate, she came interview at the radio station she's working now and being spotted by her mentor, a famous ex-radio host who's now more active as a program producer.

She looks at the sky again and took a deep breath. The sky always seems to be able to let her calm down and relax. She always seems to be feeling much better after looking at the beautiful sky. Minute by minute time flew by. Memories flashes in her mind like movies.

A year ago, she came to this country, in the purpose of visiting her best friend and to go sightseeing like she had always wanted to. She had always wanted to experience life in Korea and see if it is just like what she saw in the dramas she had watch throughout the years.

She was walking alone down the street of malls and supermarkets and she found a group of girls creating some sort of commotion. They all seemed to be very excited and to be running around someone. Mag took a peek and it was some one she wanted to see 'live' forever. It's YH. It's been 3 years after she last met him. She's excited like all those young girls too but the kept herself together and stayed calm. She does not want to act stupid.

He stopped and took a quick look at her direction.

'No. It couldn't be her. She's from Malaysia and here's Korea. Besides, she looked different too. It couldn't be her.' YH thought to himself.

'Is he looking at me? He couldn't be. We only met once like 3 years ago? He met tonnes of fans throughout the year, he couldn't have remember me. He couldn't have.' Mag reminds herself and kept on walking into a record store. She walks to the farthest corner where she can have some kind of privacy and away from all those brouhaha out there. She reach for the headphone that were there so that customers can listen to the songs they wanted to try. Coincidently, it's their song. It's the top seller for consecutively fifty week. However, she's not in the mood for any of their song for the moment. Hence, she walk over to grab an album from classical music segment. She found her favourite piece, Beethoven No.7.

He walked in the record store that he last saw her in before. He's glad he finally be able to get rid of the group of fans that where following him just now. His eyes search frantically for the face he kept thinking of for the past 3 years despite to the fact that he wasn't sure if it's her or not. He still wanted to look for himself. Finally he sees her. She's listening to their song! His heart jumped happily. Just as he wanted to walk towards her, she put down the headphone and went to the classical segment. Beethoven No.7. She looked so calm and satisfied as she starts to listen to the album. His heart felt like he just fell from the top of Mount Everest. However, he still pull himself together and gather all his courage and walk towards her. He felt more nervous than his very first performance.

'What if she doesn't remember me? What if this is a wrong person? Will I put my career at risk?' He asked himself all these questions as he is walking towards her.

Mag felt that someone has stand behind her. She thought that someone wants to reach in for albums so she moved aside without looking up. But that person still stands there doing nothing and she felt like that person is staring at her. She started to feel annoyed because this person has ruined her peaceful moment so she looked up and just as she wanted to say something, she realized that it's him! She was stupefied.

'What is he doing here? He couldn't have remember me.' she thought to herself.

Birthday Special.

Mag was so tired for the whole week. She barely got enough rest and sleep. However, she still works as hard as she could and give her 110% in her job. It's 8 o'clock in the morning and she's on her way to work. Trying to keep herself concentrate on the road while listening to the radio. TVXQ and SAND is having a radio interview together regarding a latest album their are collaborating for summer.

"Good morning! Today we have two of Asia's top group, TVXQ and SAND! You guys wanna say hi to the listeners?" said MC Kim.

"Good Morning everyone. We are...TVXQ! and we are...SAND!" they said.

"So you guys are having an album together for summer huh? This is huge. For Asia's top 2 group to have an album together. So, how does this came about?" asked MC Kim.

"Well, we have been friends since SAND entered the company as we stayed in the same building. We had always said that we have to have an album together and our company thinks that this is a good idea and this is a good timing, so here we have an album." answered JJ.

"There's a very interesting track in here named 'Happy Birthday'. Is this a traditional version or just the name?" MC Kim asked.

"Erm, this is a new song we wanted to dedicate to everyone out there as we all think everyone deserved a birthday song. Since we are here today, we would like to dedicated it to all the birthday girls and boys who's listening." said YH.

"Alright. Let's listen to this special song,everyone. Enjoy." MC Kim said.

"♫♪My Little Princess....♬♩" Mag's phone suddenly rang at the same time.

'It's for you, my dear. I know you are listening. Happy Birthday. I'll see you tonight." It's a text message from YH.

Just in time, Mag has arrived at her office. Hence, she can park her car and pay full attention on the song. Suddenly she felt warmth on her face. She cried. She's so touch with the song. Especially now that he told her that the song is specially for her. Just as YH's style. She has actually expected him to do something on this day but just not something huge like this.

The whole day, she finds herself hard to concentrate on work. The song has been playing over and over in her mind.

"♫♪All in my heart, It's all in my soul....♬♩"

'Are you available later around 11 p.m? Come over to our apartment. I have something for you. I can't leave here tonight. HE placed someone at the lobby to watch us.' It's Sam.

'OK.' Mag replies. The person she meant must be LSM as the were rumors running around saying that a member of SNSD are dating some punks from local triad. Hence, LSM has tighten all the securities of all the artist under his company.

Mag look at the clock. It's 10 p.m. and she's done for the day. After she load up all her gifts from her colleague and her loyal fans, she suddenly thought about YH. She hasn't heard from her the whole day after that text message.

'He must be busy.' She says to herself.

"Happy Birthday!!!!" Shouted the whole gang as she enters the room. Sam, Alyn, Nat and Dawn were all there. She looked around. No sign of TVXQ at all.

'They must be still at work.' She says to herself again.

"You don't have to look. They are not here. Only us. They had a last minute meeting about the album they were working on." says Sam knowing what she's looking for.

"I understand. Thank you for all these. I don't know what to say." She hugs her.

"Oh ya! What's all that song about?! How come you didn't tell me anything about that?! I was so surprised by it." asked Mag pulling away from her.

"HE threatens us all not to tell you. He's the leader ma, so no one dares to say anything. Sorry." explained Dawn. Mag looks at their 4 grinning faces.

Time flies by like lightning and it's already 1 a.m. and still no sign of TVXQ.

"I got to go girls, I've got to work early morning tomorrow. Thanks for the celebration. And have fun in tomorrow's concert!" said Mag after giving each of them a big hug.

"Ok. Drive safe, okay? And Happy Birthday again." says Sam.

"Ok. I will. Good night and thanks again." said Mag walking out the door.

Mag walks to the corridor and gave TVXQ's apartment door a glance. Pitch black inside.

'I guess they must be working late tonight. Hope everything goes smoothly.' she says to herself while pressing the elevator button.

The door opens. She sees the eyes that she has been logging to see the whole day.

"Hi guys! Welcome home. How's everything been? I heard you've got a last minute meeting on the new album. Is everything alright?" Mag asked a bunch of questions while trying to avoid the stares of the man she long for the whole day.

"Everything is fine. Thanks for asking and Happy Birthday! Even though it's an hour late. Hope you don't mind." said JJ looking at his wrist watch.

"Of course I don't mind, silly you. Alright, I'll let you guys go. Sure it's been a long day for you guys and I've got to work early tomorrow morning. I'll see you guys around, okay?" says Mag entering the elevator that they walked out of. However, she realized a man is still in there. JJ gave them a wink before the door closed.

"Happy Birthday, my dear." he says while walking closer to her. She can feel his breath.

"Thank you. You better get up there before someone caught you. Don't forget LSM's people are all over the lobby." Mag says while trying to hold a distance between them even though she doesn't seems to success.

"It's fine. I saw them leaving for coffee break when we came back. I'm sorry for being late. I tried to cut everything short but the producer never wants to let us go. If it isn't for us to have an early shooting tomorrow morning, we are still in the office now." said YH while his hands reaching for her waist trying to hold her closer as if she vanished right in front of his eyes. He had yearn for this face for the whole day.

"So, what do you think of that song. I wrote it." asked YH.

"How dare you mention about that. You never mention anything about that before!" says Mag acting angry even though she her heart was fluttering around.

"Don't be angry my dear, I just want to surprise you." explained YH.

"I'm not. I just don't want you to put your career at risk. What if other people finds out?" said Mag despite that she's actually really happy.

"Okay, I really needs to go now before someone finds out." says Mag walking out the elevator.

Suddenly he pulls her in and gave her a long passionate kiss before letting her go.

"Now you can go. Happy Birthday my love. Drive safe and make sure you call me when you reach home." says YH lovingly.

Mag blushed and left hurriedly before she can't control herself anymore.....

Author's note : This is a belated chapter. Real posting date should be on May 25th. Writing and reading this post whilst listening to TVXQ's new song "Stand by you" is awesome. Do try it. This post seems longer than I thought. Apologies for that. Thanks for reading.

Chapter 6

"Mag, producer Kim need to see you in his room." the technical guy told Mag just as she wants to leave.

"Ok. Thanks oppa." Said Mag.

Knock, knock.

"Come on in, Mag." said the producer Kim.

"You were looking for me?"asked Mag.

"Yes, come on in and grab a seat." he said.

"Thank you. So, it there anything?" she's kind of afraid of him because he is her 'si fu' or master as he was the one who brought her into this field.

"Mag, I don't know if you had realize this, the rating has kind of dropped a lot since the first aired. We have been receiving letters saying that your hosting was a little routine and robotic. You need to change your style a little. You have to improve. Don't be afraid anymore. You had been on air for sometime now. You should start to get accustomed by now." he told her straight to her eyes truthfully. He had taken her as his own child now as she is almost his child's age.

" I know. I'm constantly trying to change and improve but I guess it's not good enough.. " she tries to explain herself. 

"I can see. Maybe you were trying to hard. Try to relax a little next time. Just do as you were interacting with your friends. Alright. It's late now. It's already 1 am now. Drive carefully when you go home, ok? I'll see you tomorrow." he said.

"Ok. Thank you for your advice. I'll try my very best to change. I'll see you tomorrow. Good night." said Mag leaving the room trying her very best not to shed her tears.

" Where's Mag now? It's already 1 am, you guys left at 2330,right? She should be here by now." asked Dawn looking at YH.

" I'm wondering too. She did not text me or anything." answered YH worrying about her as well.

"♩♬Midohyo~ ♫♪ " his phone suddenly rang.

'It's me. It's too late now and I'm very tired. I guess i won't stop in. Tell everyone I'm sorry and I'll see you guys around, k?' That's a text message from Mag.

"It's Mag. She said it's too late now and she's tired. So, she won't stop in. She said sorry to you guys and will see you guys around." said YH feeling weird. It's like he can feel her through the message.

Birthday Special

"Happy Birthday!" wishes the crowd after singing the birthday song to the birthday boy, YH.

"Kamsahamida. Thanks for celebrating my b'day with me. This will be my most memorable b'day ever." said YH before leaving for the back stage.

" YH, after this, you guys will have to go to MC Mong's program, and you guys can go straight home. I've put all your gifts in your room. This year, another fan tried to send you a car, a porsche some more. Knew you'll reject it so I returned it and thanks everyone with the thank you video you recorded earlier. And this is the gift from everyone from the company. Nothing much, just something we all would like to give you." said their manager.

"Thanks, hyung. I appreciate this. Thanks everyone behalf of me, ok?" said YH.

"Wei. So how are you going to celebrate tonight? We are going to finish by 8pm and probably reach home by 8.30. Are you going out with Mag? Just be careful of the paparazzi,ok?" reminded JJ.

" I don't really know. She's working till 9 tonight she says, and she didn't really mentioned about celebrating. I guess she might have forgotten." answered YH.

"You've got to be kidding me. I doubt that she'll forget, dun be sad." said JJ.

"No, I'm not sad. Just that she's kind of avoiding me these few days, I'm wondering if something happened. I've tried to ask Sam, but she said nothing special happened and Mag did not mentioned anything to her. Did Dawn tell you anything?" asked YH.

"No. she didn't. Don't worry, I'm sure everything will be fine. It's your b'day, cheer up!" encourage JJ.

"Yea. I hope so." answered YH.

After MC Mong's program.

"Thank you everyone. Good night." said YH to everyone.

"Hey YH, Happy B'day. Here's something for you. Nothing special. Just thought I should get you something." said MC Mong.

" Thanks, Hyung. You shouldn't have. I'm really happy. Thanks again." said YH hugging him.

" Hyung, we gotta go, our driver is waiting. We'll talk to you soon, ok? thanks for tonight." said JJ knowing that YH wishes to go home as soon as possible.

"Ya. Let's go home... I'm so tired and hungry. JJ hyung, make us something when we get home, k?"pestered CM.

"Sure but I think SAND has make something for us tonight as it's YH hyung's b'day." answered JJ.

" Really? I never know they know how to cook accept for Dawn." said CM.

"Sam knows how to cook!" answered YC and JS together. That had created a weird sense in the air.

"Alright. We'll see when we reach home." said YH finally.

20 minutes later....

" ♫♪Happy birthday to you....♩♬" sang the girls as soon as they opened the door. SAND were all there but no sign of Mag at all.

"Happy Birthday, YH oppa!" all the girls wishes him Happy Birthday and one by one hug him with no exception of Dawn and Sam despite 3 pairs of jealous eyes looking and gave him their gifts.

" Here's my gift to you. Open it. I'm sure you LOVE it." said Sam winking at him.

YH opened it and saw a handphone. Looking puzzled, he turned to Sam.

" You'll see. Just hang on to it. You'll love it and will thank me for giving it to you." said Sam.

" Thanks Sam." Said YH still wondering where's the person he's longing to see the whole day. She has been avoiding him for days now.

"♩♬Midohyo~ ♫♪" The phone suddenly rang. It was a text message.

' Go to your room.' the anonymous message says.

"Don't look at me. I'm just doing what I need to do. Just follow the message." said Sam.

YH puzzlingly went back to his room and saw a lot of gifts. Those are all from the fans. On top of his bed, sits a small box. He opens it. It was a key. Seems to be a mail box key.

"♩♬Saranghaey Hi ya ya... ♫♪" the phone rang again. Another text message.

' Go to Mag's mail box and open it" ordered the message.

YH starting to understand what all these is and knows that it was Mag behind all these. He decided to play along with her. He opened the mail box, another small box sitting in it. It's a message.

'Go to the usual place.' it says.

'The usual place? Where could it be...." wondered YH.

"♫♪Happy Birthday to you...♬♩"a voice came out from his back suddenly. It was the voice he has been thinking of the whole day. He turned and see the person he had wanted to see all this while.

"I knew you'll know where to find. Happy Birthday!"said Mag.

"Where have you been all these days? I'm so worried bout you!" said YH almost yelling.

"And I miss you too..." said YH changing his tone immediately.

"I have to avoid you. You know how hard is it to keep a secret from you?" explained Mag bringing up a cake that she had work on the whole day trying to make a perfect one for him.

"You made this? Just for me? " YH was so happy knowing that Mag do not usually enter the kitchen. He's the one who cook usually.

"Why? You don't like it? Fine. I'll throw it away then. I know it's not as good as those you got from your 'LADY' fans. Not as grand as those who give you cars as present." said Mag threatening to throw the cake away.

"NO! This is the best present ever. Thank you. I've been looking forward for this day forever."said YH sensing that some jealousy is in the air and leaning forward to steal a kiss from her cheek.

"What are you doing?! Someone might see this."Mag said blushingly.

"I'm too happy. I don't care anymore. " said YH leaning forward trying to kiss her again...

Mag closes her eyes...

Chapter 5

"Good Evening everyone! You are listening to What's latest? on Hitz 104.5! I'm Mag and you can't believe who's sitting besides me now, it's TVXQ! OMG, you guys look so good. How have you guys been? It's been a long time since you guys has been here. You guys wanna say hi to the listeners out there tonight?" Mag asked.

" Hi everyone, we are TVXQ ! " They say together.

"Hi! I'm U-know Yun Ho. How are you guys out there?" YH said.

"Hi! I'm Hero Jae Joong. It's a cold night out there. You guys gotta keep warm! " JJ said.

"Hi! I'm Micky Yu Chun. Good Evening everyone! " YC said.

"Hi! I'm Xiah Jun Su. " JS said.

"Hi! Don't forget me, I'm Max Chang Min! " CM said.

"Haha. Don't worry CM, No one will ever forget you. So, what are you guys up to? You guys has been so busy that everyone is having a hard time just trying to keep up with you guys! YH, you wanna tell us?" asked Mag.

"Erm..we've been on our 4th Asia tour and currently we are working on our 6th Korean album which will be out soon and as well as our 4th Japanese album." answered YH.

"Whoa! It seems that you guys are really busy. Do you guys ever rest? Hahaha. You know all the cassopiea out there will be heart broken if you guys fall sick. "

" Hahaha. Sure we do. We won't let ourselves sick. Especially JJ hyung. He's our 2nd mom. He always take good care of us." 

" Alright listeners. Here's the latest song they have, Love. Enjoy. We'll be right back after the song." 

"Hey guys. How was your day?" asked Mag.

"It's like usual. As you may know, we had a photo shoot for the album today, and beforehand another interview by MC Mong this morning. How's yours?" YH asked while four others trying to keep themselves occupied trying to be invisible. 

'Clever guys' YH said to himself while grinning at the others.

"Well, work work n work. So, are you guys ready for the next segment on this program? As the producer may had explain to you guys, this is a compulsory custom in this radio program that all the guest singer has to present a brand new, unreleased, live song to the audience. " ask Mag.

"Of course we are. If we are not, how dare we appear to be here." JJ teasing her risking himself being elbowed by YH.

"What song? Tell me. Tell me. Why didn't you guys mentioned it last night? " urge Mag.

"Alright guys. In 10 more seconds. 3,2,1." said the producer signaling them to get back on air before anyone could answer her but YH had already warned them not to mention anything until it's on air when they are on their way here.

" We are back. And I still have the Asia superstar group TVXQ with me. How was the song people? It was good, right? My eyes are still teary even though I had listen to this song numerous time ever since it's released." Mag said.

"We are more than glad you like it. I hope the listeners love it too. " said YC.

"I'm sure they do. Alright guys. Time for our...'Latest Composition' segment. As our listeners may already know, in this segment, you guys gotta sing live to us a brand new, unreleased song. That's our program's privileged. Are you guys ready?" asked Mag.

" Sure we are. We had been preparing this song for a long time. It's a very special song. YH composed it while Han Kyung from SUJU help with the lyrics. It's a TVXQ and SUJU collaboration." JS answered.

"Whoa. Then it's such a privileged for us to be able to listen to it for the 1st time. We are so lucky,right listeners? I'm sure you guys agree too." said Mag looking at YH in a confused look because he had never mentioned this to her. She feel a little disappointed as she feels that YH don't trust her enough to tell her everything.

YH knows exactly this is coming and what she's thinking but he stay calmed and look back to her acting like nothing happened.

" Alright, here it goes..." said CM.

"你是我的太阳，照着我，给于我温暖，。。。。我要保护我对你的爱。。。。" It appears that it's a mandarin song! Mag was dumbfounded but she knows she got to say something. It's her show! She gotta keep it going. While she's looking for her words...

" That's dedicated to all our fans in China and all the fans that understand Mandarin. We want you guys to know we did not forget you guys." said YH but looking at Mag passionately. This was a surprise he was working on. He has been persuading the company to let them had this song today. Of course he did not tell them the REAL reason, but he wrote this song just for her. To let the world share his love for her.

"It was awesome! How would you guys thought of writing a Mandarin song? No wonder you guys need han kyung's help. Ha Ha."

"Well, we had been receiving mails from China's fans requesting for a Mandarin song. So, our leader, YH hyung decided to write one." explained JJ.

The Program goes on for another hour.

"Well, time flies fast. That's it for the night. Thank you TVXQ for all those song. It's a privilege for us to have you here tonight." said Mag.

" No, we thank you for having us here. Good night everyone. We are TVXQ! "

"and I'm Mag. See you guys same time, same place, same day next week, Good night! " Mag added.

Off Air.

"Hey, are you guys going home now? " asked Mag.

"Yea. Manager Hyung told us this is the last for the night." answered YH.

" Oh. I'll see you guys at SAND's home then. I'll go later as I need to go find Sam for something and I heard Dawn is making some nice good M'sian food." said Mag grinning at JJ before looking at both YC n JS.

"Really? I'm soo hungry right now. Guys, let's go home! Before Alyn finish all those food." pestered CM.

"Thanks everyone for tonight." said YH to the producer and the technicians bowing at them while the others followed him doing so.

"See you later. Be careful when you drive home later." whispered YH to Mag before he leaves.

Mag only smiled at wave them good bye before getting back to work after she took a glance on the clock.

'It's already 2330. I better hurry.' said Mag to herself.

Chapter 4

The sky is just so mesmerizing, the clear sky,with stars above just enough to hold Mag's breath. She was just sitting there, looking at the sky, thinking about all the beautiful memories she has that she don't even realize that a pair of eyes has been on her for a while now.

YH knows exactly where to find her as that's her favorite spot to hang around no matter when she's sad or happy.

"Don't you just love the sky? It's always so beautiful." YH remembers Mag told him this once before.

Suddenly, a hand reached Mag's shoulder. It's scares Mag that she jump right out of the bench.

"Don't worry, it's me! It's me,YH! " says YH quickly before Mag runs away.

"Why are you here? OMG, you don't even bother to disguise a bit? What if the paparazzi find you here? I don't want to see you in trouble, YH." says Mag worried.

"It's late now. They need to sleep too. And YOU too..you need to sleep too. You know I'm worried bout you,right? How do you expect me to leave you out here alone?"He grasp her hand while he tells her his concern.

"Come sit down. OMG, your hand feels so cold. Why didn't you bring a jacket with you? Here, use mine. I'll be sad if my little girl gets sick." says YH putting his jacket on her shoulder.

She looked at him. Feeling warm again. She knew she has finally found someone she can lean on. However, her other side of her mind tells her that he's way to good for her although she never has the courage either to leave him or let him go. She knows she'll be lost without him. But the very least she can do is not to give him more burden or problems anymore.

"Can you please don't treat me so good? I'll be too dependent on you. I don't want to be your burden." says Mag looking at him truthfully.

"My dear, you are NEVER EVER my burden.. You know that. I'm more than happy that you become dependent on me. That's exactly what I want." says YH holding her hand even firmer as if he'll lose her if he loosen his grip.

"Now, you want to tell me what happen?"asked YH.

"Nothing. Nothing happened. I just feel like looking at the sky alone. Sorry bout just now." Mag apologized.

"Well, if you don't want to tell, I'm not going to force you BUT you know I'll always be here with you." says YH looking into her eyes as if he can look straight into her heart.

"Hey, YH. Do you remember when we first met?" Mag questioned.

"Of course I do! What about you? I bet you've forgotten." YH says playfully.

"Sure I do! You tell me first. I think you'll be the one who has forgotten about it." asked Mag throwing the question back to YH.

"It was on our first world tour to M'sia. A silly girl trying to force her way fighting the crowd's direction and got herself hurt! And the worst thing is...HMMMP..."YH can't continue as Mag has her hand on his mouth to stop him from continuing.

"You remember......" A drop of tear came rolling down her eye. She's so happy that he remember.

"Why are you crying? Please don't cry. You know it kills me when you cry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."says YH thinking that she's crying because he did something wrong and hurt her.

"No.No.Don't apologize.I'm just too happy that you remember." explained Mag.

"Mag, of course I remember. I can't stop thinking bout you ever since that night. " says YH rubbing of her tears from her cheek. That gesture brought them so much closer to each other. Their eyes met. Suddenly Mag feels like the surrounding as gone so quite that she can hear their heart beating fast. YH leans forward. Mag closes her eyes....

"You've got the wrong number. You've got the wrong number...." suddenly his phone rang breaking the silence.

"Yo Bo Se Yo? Yea.Yea...." says YH to the other end feeling mad at the person for calling at the wrong moment.

"We better go back. You had a early interview tomorrow,right? You better get some rest."says Mag knowing that he won't leave without her.

"Let's sit here for a while." YH knows that she's not ready to leave yet actually.

Mag just nodded and sat beside him quietly admiring at the sky again while YH sits there thinking bout that phone call before. He don't want to tell her bout that yet. He wants to give her a surprise. So, Mag sits there not knowing what's about to happen next.

Chapter 3

Roughly four years ago, YH was still a rookie in the industry. He and four others, JJ, JS, YC and CM have just started their career their career. They were having a pretty good result. Hence, SM entertainment had organized a world tour for them and this time they were in a small country named Malaysia. They had been here previously when they were here for a shooting of a new advertisement. He had a good impression on this country. The people here are very warm hearted.

Since they were here for concert, they practice very hard for it yet he felt very glad as this is their first world tour. He works very hard to present their best to the fans. He could not bear to disappoint their fans. Although he knew their stardom were rising in the country but he still felt worried that there were little turn up as they weren’t top artist yet.

“Don’t worry guys, I’m sure we’ll had some big turn up from the fans. Just present our best to them. Aza Aza Fighting!” said YH to perk up the team’s energy although he is worry too.

Finally, it’s time for them to go out and to face the crowd. They are anxious to meet them. However, they can hear the crowd cheering in excitement. They got into the box were the production team designed them to appear on the stage. YH literally can hear his own heart pumping hard.

The crowd was huge and they are all in red! Unbelievably to them that even people here know their official colour. YH had dance with all his energy as he has vow to himself to present his very best to his fans.

Everything finally comes to the end. The crowd has been cheering for encore but they had to leave as they had to catch their flight which will be leaving at the same night. When they left, a girl trying to push through the crowd which is trying to exit to go leave caught his attention.
‘What is this girl thinking? Why is she trying to fight the crowd’s way? Where is she heading? Is she trying to get to us? Then we better leave faster.’ He thought to himself. But he couldn’t take his eyes of her. Suddenly someone accidently pushes her and she fell right on the floor and he actually saw her hit her forehead to the corner of the wall right in front of his eyes.

‘Oh my God! That must hurt! I think I better go help her.’ thought YH.

“JJ, go tell Manager hyung I left something in the dressing room. Something very important, you guys wait me in the car. I’ll join you guys as soon as I got my stuff.” He left off as soon as he threw these words to JJ.

“Are you alright?” he got so nervous for her that he had forgotten that he’s in a foreign country that people don’t understand Korean and he spoke Korean to her.

“I’m fine. Thank you.” She replied politely in her broken Korean. It is obvious that she does not speak well in Korean.

“No. You are not fine! Look at you. You are bleeding!” puzzlingly he felt the sudden anger knowing that she’s doesn’t realize how serious her wound is. He actually was starting to raise his voice.

“No. I’m alright. Don’t worry.” She says still without looking up to him but he can see that she is in pain at that moment. He can’t take it anymore that he actually sweep her off her feet and brought her in his arm to the emergency room. He did not think much.

“What on earth are you thinking?! The door is the opposite way! I need to go home! Where are you bringing me to?!” the girl says without looking to him face in English. Thank God he brushes up some of his English language before he came with YC as he knew his coming to this country. Thus he understands what she just said to him.

“You need to get some medication on your wound there.” He replies in broken his English.

“YH. What are you doing there? Manager hyung must be angry knowing you that did this.” suddenly came JJ’s voice sound nervous. He came back to find him as he was worried about him.

He felt that she was trying to get off his grip but a feeling in his heart that he couldn’t let her off. He even held her harder knowing that she wants to leave his arm.

“ Can’t you see she’s wounded here? Manager hyung will understand. She needs some medication. Quick. Open that door. You there, you are bleeding. Don’t try to move.” YH says in a stern voice.

He brought her to the emergency room and asked the paramedic to give her some medication and he left after making sure she’s alright although his heart is still worried about her. He gave her a last glance before he left that room.

‘I wonder how the girl is. Is she alright? I hope she is fine. Oh no! I did not even get her name.’ thought YH.

“Don’t worry YH, I’m sure she’s going to be fine.” Said JJ as if he can hear what he’s thinking.

That was their first encounter. YH wonders if Mag still remembers this. He’s sure that she needs him at this moment. Hence, he took his keys and left the apartment. He knew where to find her.

Chapter 2

Approximately four years ago, she was only a college student and they were rising stars. They were starting to be famous in her country, Malaysia. She knew them through a twist of fate whereby one of her classmates was their fans. She thought they were quite cute and took some songs from her friend to get to know them better.

Since then, she became one of their fans. When they were in the country for the first time, she was so excited to meet them live on stage. In her mouth, she tells everyone that she likes them equally much. But actually in her phone, she has TVXQ’s leader, Yun Ho as her wallpaper. So she went to the concert slightly early to experience their attraction. As she predicted, it was literally a sea of redness where everyone is in red!

The whole night she was trying to get the best view of Yun Ho but unfortunately, she was out of luck on that night as Yun Ho was choreographed to be standing at the other end of where she bought the ticket. However, she still feels satisfied for that she can see them perform live.

“ Wait me at the entrance, girls. I got to go to the washroom.” she just ran back in to the stadium as her friends were heading out to the exit after the concert finish. She was having some difficulties going to the washroom as she’s going the opposite direction of everyone who were rushing to go out to catch the last train which is the only public transportation available at that time.

“Argh. Please don’t push. Pleaseee…….Ouch!” Mag fell right on the floor and hit the corner of the wall as she fell.

“Damn it. What are these people thinking?! All I want is to go to the washroom. Why should I
face all these. Shit this hurts.” Mag says as she tried to get up but suddenly she sense that there was someone standing in front of her.

“Are you alright?”Sounds concern. The owner of the voice reaches down to help her get up.

“I’m fine. Thank you.” She replied politely although she feels a sharp pain on her forehead.

“ No. You are not fine! Look at you. You are bleeding!” The voice says kind of loud and he sounds mad.

“No. I’m alright. Don’t worry.” She says still without looking up to the source of the voice. She’s concentrating on the wound more.

Suddenly she felt someone sweep her off her feet and ran the opposite direction to the exit.

“What on earth are you thinking?! The door is the opposite way! I need to go home! Where are you bringing me to?!” she says without looking to the man’s face in English totally forgotten that their previous conversation were in Korean.

“You need to get some medication on your wound there.” The man replies in broken English.

“YH. What are you doing there? Manager hyung must be mad knowing you that did this.” comes a voice that sounds nervous.

Now Mag feels the intense and she looks up. It’s Yun Ho!

‘God! What is he doing here?’ she thinks to herself. She tries to get off his grip but she couldn’t. His grip was so hard.

“ Can’t you see she’s wounded here? Manager hyung will understand. She needs some medication. Quick. Open that door. You there, you are bleeding. Don’t try to move.” YH says in a stern voice.

He brought her to the emergency room and asked the paramedic to give her some medication and he left after making sure she’s alright and she’s left there stoned. That was their first encounter.

Mag sat there wondering if YH still remembers that small brush up they had.
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Chapter 1

“No. Nothing happened. I just don’t feel like talking. Bye guys. Good night.” Mag turned around and walks away right after she said these words.

“Wait! Mag.” Yun Ho says as he held her from leaving.

“What happened? Dear.” “You were alright just before this. Did I do anything wrong?” He added.
“No. Nothing has to do with you. Can you just give me some time alone? Good night.” she says while trying her best to hold her tears from felling and she left the apartment which belongs to her friends, SAND which is one of the TOP groups that took the world away by their powerful singing talent and their great on-stage performance.

“Wait YH. Give her some time to calm down. It wasn’t you. I saw her on the phone just now. It must be her family,” says Sam as she held him back from running after Mag. He was very worried looking at her facial expression. He knew that she is all worried and down. All of those were literally written on her face.

She walks calmly towards the lift and went down to the park where she loves to hang around looking at people having their sweet time. She has chosen a nice bench near a pond whereby people can swim and boat. However, it is actually dark out hence there are not much people around. Still, she loves the environment as it seems to be very peaceful and beautiful. The sky was very clear, free from clouds and since she is sitting facing the pond, she can see the bright full moon on the sky with all those stars. She is now feeling much better and calmer.

She was feeling very sad before this because she was away from her family to work at this country which is totally foreign for her to help support the family expenses which is rising like crazy since her siblings are starting to go to college. Her parent just calls her up for more money and telling her that her grandparents’ health was deteriorating. Her biggest concern wasn’t about the money but her grandparents. She grew up with both her grandparents and she doesn’t bear to take accept the truth that they are getting old and will leave her forever eventually.

Though she doesn’t not want to talk about this to anyone as she does not want to gives them more problems because they have their own problems themselves. She was actually visiting them whenever they are free at home as she lives nearby to their house. She was working as a broadcaster or DJ in one of the top radio station in that country.

She took her sweet time looking at the beautiful sky and humming songs by TVXQ and SAND. She’s having lots of flash backs about how she ended up having a career in the country and meeting her idols TVXQ.
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